Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Spring Tonic

I'm making a pathway to springtime in my mind. Everyday I wake up and move my thoughts to brighter, warmer days. Miracles happen every day, every minute, all around the world and right next door. Spring is one of those miracles - spring on the earth and spring in our hearts - in great masses of people rising up, or family and friends saying fond farewells to loved ones. You can't have spring without winter, or life without death, whether it's death of a regime or an individual. Something new, and maybe better, will come from it. So I'm doing my best to make sure that all the big and little deaths and passages in my life lead to a brighter, deeper awareness.
I think I'm going to like the spring of 2011 more than ever, and that's a lot because spring is my favourite season. I've lost and learned more than usual this winter, so this spring promises to be a good one. There are lots of seeds slumbering beneath the snow. I put them there. The way I live my life germinates them. I can hardly wait to watch them grow.
I guess you wonderful people who pass by this way every once in a while have noticed I've got cabin fever. At least I live in a nice cabin. But I'm looking forward to opening the windows, and most of all, stepping outside. I'm a writer and actor and cherish my imagination, so in the meantime I'll find a way to do that with what's available to me right now and where I am, metaphorically speaking. I know I can. That's what I'm doing when I write these words. It's fun. It makes me feel better. Looking at pretty pictures of springtime subjects makes me feel better, too. I hope it does the same for you.
Blessed be,
-G.P.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Quick Fix

I have five minutes to add something to my little web to make me feel better. Winter still sucks, but pretty pictures of spring flowers and other seasonal fripperies lift my spirits. I can't change the weather, but I can change my mind, and that's exactly what I'm doing right now. Just the thought that I'll have done something this morning that's more positive than bemoaning how long this cold, grey season can last makes me feel better already. Although I'll basically have said nothing more serious or illuminating than the last time I wrote in here. So what? It's my little web and I'll write drivel if I want to.
Oops! The clock is ticking and I'm not writing fast enough to say anything more before I must spend several minutes putting on layers of clothes to go to work. I'm breathing deeply now and slowing down. It's a major task ahead of me and I think I can handle it now. One more deep breath and a few more bits of nonsense and I'm off.
I'll be back soon. Can't promise anything too inspirational, though. But a pretty picture for sure.
Be good. Be happy. Blessed be.
- G.P.